~invisibletape

well, i should have posted this quite a long time ago. but i have a new camera and some new toys.

nikon d80
12-24mm f~3.5
18-135mm f~2.4


i love nikons. yeah thats my new setup.

i was just recently awarded the privilege to use my photography professors lubitel 166. i am very excited to bring to you a new style that i am finding interest in and hope that all turns out with the experimentation. if you arent familiar with these photographers please check them out.

keith carter
Robert ParkeHarrison

i ask myself this because it is a time of change, right? how is it that i want to change things and i am doing a great job at it when everything is thrown out of a window and splatters on the concrete for everyone to see? it will be in the paper tomorrow so i will tell you now. girls have a way of fucking everything up on a day that means a whole lot to you. i have been seeing this girl for a couple of weeks, i wanted to make a memorable new years so i made reservations to a nice restaurant, planned a masquerade ball and had everything set out. then i wake up to a call saying im not what she wanted right now. and that she would not be spending new years with me. makes me want to turn gay i swear it. so. i dont know what im going to do. im not really hurt, so to say. its not like we were completely serious. but now i dont have anyone to kiss on new years.

boredom
its a lonely word, that no one should ever say or experience
to come to terms with being "bored" is a hard concept
no one likes to admit they have no purpose at the moment
and i think thats me right now
i am bored
and i hate it.