water

why in February?
why not 5 months down the road
i just had a drunk
"think of you in the pouring rain" moment
and it made me smile,
but it made me sad at the same moment
you are wonderful
and at the same time a mystery
a Pandora's box i have yet
to figure out
but am on the brink of discovery
i am just a boy
that likes a girl
that had some heartache
shes been damaged
by some asshole i have never met
why is this my fault?
im not falling in love
but falling in wonder.
but whos to say its not love?
not me.
all i ask is an opening
some way i can get in
and be a part of your existence
a dream of your reality.